Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/back-to-december-lyrics.html]

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

Hari pertama di bulan Disember. Dah hujung tahun dah kan? Sekejap jek masa berlalu. Pasni masuk pulak tahun baru. Ummi suka lagu yang kat atas tu. Suka dengar. Dan bila ummi tengok lirik dia pon ummi suka. Biasalah manusia ni, sering buat keputusan yang akan dikesali kemudian hari. Tapi masa tu takde apa yang boleh dilakukan untuk putar balik masa lalu. So, ummi selalu ingatkan diri ummi supaya kalau nak ambil sebarang tindakan, fikir lah berkali-kali supaya ummi takkan menyesal kemudian. Patotlah ada pepatah, "Sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian tidak berguna". Samalah macam lagu kat atas tu.. Tu la, dulu kereks sangat, time orang nak, tinggalkan orang tu, sekarang dah sedih pulak kan? Itulah kehidupan.. hehe